11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come
over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her
on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips,
she decided to go to sleep. She loked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends,I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said;he's
not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,we made a
promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best
friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was
standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think
of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best
time,thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want herto know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just to shy, and I
don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it
was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't
notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head
from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want
to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married
now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to
another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that,and I
knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!".
She said "thank s" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be
my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in
her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was
mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I
want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.
i love u...
i love u...
i love u..
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence
Your weakness: Suspicion of others
Your power color: Eggplant
Your power symbol: Spade
Your power month: October
