11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come
over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her
on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips,
she decided to go to sleep. She loked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends,I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said;he's
not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,we made a
promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best
friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was
standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think
of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best
time,thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want herto know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just to shy, and I
don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it
was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't
notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head
from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want
to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married
now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to
another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that,and I
knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!".
She said "thank s" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be
my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in
her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was
mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I
want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.
i love u...
i love u...
i love u..
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence
Your weakness: Suspicion of others
Your power color: Eggplant
Your power symbol: Spade
Your power month: October
jumaat lps, time lunch, lps mkn2 dgn echah, terus je rs nk lelapkn mata jp. wpun ms tu dh pukul 2.00pm. masuk keje 245pm kn. baring2 la kt sofa sambil tgk tv. nk pejam mata, tp x dpt tido lak.
pastu terus je ckp kt echah "aku nk tido dlm bilik la. panas la dpn ni". amik hp, n spek... terus jln ke bilik. smp dpn pintu bilik, onkn kipas n tetiba rs gelap je. bila tersedar, rupanya aku dh terjatuh depan pintu. n siku sakit. huuuuuu...
terus je jerit kt echah "echah... aku rs aku pengsan la sekejap. xkan la aku berjalan sambil tido lak". pastu kitorg 2-2 ketawa. hahhahaha... gile betul
at least dh merasa la mcm mn rasanya pitam. hahhaha. tp mmg dunia rs gelap sekejap n x rs pape dh. slalu nmpk je org yg berkawad tetiba je tumbang kn. ni dh jd kt diri sdiri. heheheh. x kn la sbb ngantuk sgt kot. hahhahaha. tp Alhamdulillah la sbb jd ms kt umah n ade echah. kalo jd ms drive ke ape ke? nauzubillah
p/s: aku sleep walker ke? x la...
p/s2: aku darah tinggi ke? ke darah rendah? oowwhhhh...
akhirnya setelah 9 tahun menjadi penyumbang setia kepada akaun maxis, smlm aku dh jadi warga gergasi kuning... harapnya digi ni ok la. tp riso gak sbb coverage dia x bagus sgt.
smlm ms lps je masukkan simcard digi, terus la call customer service sbb nk buat frens n famili. makk oiii.... tgu nk ckp dgn org dg tu bukan main lama... isk2. dh terasa la panas hati skit. bila dh dpt ckp, tanya la kemusykilan semua. pastu bole dia siap kasi ceramah plak... "cik nk tau x, kita digi ade servis mcm lain2 operator jugak...." . belum pun sempat dia nk abis berleter, terus je potong..."sy br join digi hr ni...". isk isk. akak, jgn la informative sgt. dh la lama org tunggu nk ckp dgn dia, pastu nk brief2 lak. jwb soalan yg ditanya la dulu. lps tu nk jual air liur pun x pe la. isk isk...
berbanding dgn customer service maxis. mmg tip top. nk marah pn x jd marah. hahahhaa. may b sbb lelaki kot yg jawab. hahahhahaa. mmg nk marah sgt2 sbb line kene barred. padahal 2 hari sebelum tu dh byr gune maybank2u. bila call maxis (dh la kalo kene barred x leh call customer service maxis -bodo la jugak. terpaksa la pinjam phone org lain-kalo x de phone lain mcm mana???), bila tny org maxis tu psl line kene barred, dia siap ckp lg pasal aku terlebih bayar. sooo??? napa nk kene barred jugak? masalah teknikal katanya. ermmm... sbb ramai sgt customer kot, so x terlayan. jadinya, aku undur diri la dari maxis. kesian diorg byk keje- at least dh kurang sorang bila aku kuar. huahuahua.
masa tgh stress2 2 hari lps, tetiba aku melepak kt meja membe opis n start main2 dgn rubik's cube dia. n dia pun sedaya upaya ajar aku yg lembab ni. hahahha. 1st day dia ajar 2 step dulu. 1st stage: penuhkan yg atas (cth:putih). 2nd stage: samakn warna layer pertama (cth spt gmbr : biru, oren dan seterusnya). 2 hari aku cube masterkan 2 stage tu. n smalam berjaya jugak main smp lenguh2 tgn. hahhaha. lunch td dia ajar 3rd stage: samakan warga utk layer ke2 tu. so, lps ni tgl satu layer je lagi nk menang, huhuuu. mlm ni terpaksa la berusaha keras.
p/s: bagus gak stress kekadang ni. n rubik's cube ni berjaya gak la utk buat aku x pk sgt pasal stress2 yg ade. huhuu.
p/s2: bole la show off dgn kazen yg form 1 tu. "zaim... kakak pn dh tere main kotak rubik ni"
p/s 3: x de org ke nk hadiahkan bende ni utk aku? huuuuuhuuu
smalam aku dh blocked sorg dr my friend list facebook. sbb sgt beliau annoying [fullstop]. kdg2 bila ade membe2 cite dia hide org tu, dia remove org ni, memula terpk jgk, teruk sgt ke impaknye org2 yg diignore tu bagi diorg? so, skang ni aku dh tau betapa bergunanya option hide, remove n block. huhuuu.
tp, aku sgt2 nk ckp kt org yg aku block tu "woi.. aku dh block ko" bl jump beliau nanti.
p/s: tp masih tertny2 psl org yg remove fren frm their list pastu tetiba add semula. konpius.
ahad lps lepak kat secret recipe salak tinggi ke nilai ntah lps hbs abis bengkel kat sepang. dia order spagethi bolognese. nmpk sdp giler. tambah2 plak dgn berasapnye n cheese yg sgt byk... terliur jugak rasa. n bila rasa skit. mmg superb.
pastu rabu lps temankan aimi mkn kat kenny rogers. x sedap la spagethinye. rs sosnye ok la. tp bab pasta nye tu, mmg sgt x best. mcm ade bau n rs yg x best. x dpt nk gmbrkan.
smalam lak temankn aimi g klcc. pastu dinner kt foodcourt. dlm kepala mmg nk tuju ke kiosk milano pizza n nk order pepperoni pizza je. tetiba bila smp kat cashier, terus je order beef spagethi bolognese. mmg terbaik la. rs mcm nk tapau lg sepinggan je. dah la murah. rm6.99 je berbanding keni rogers rm15. huhuu
tgk la bolognese sauce nye with white sauce tu. yummy. heaven
p/s: pizza milano x nk bukak kat fudkot alamanda ke? huhuu... bukak la kt sini jugak...
dh seminggu parking kat tempat baru. dlm 10 tapak dh smp pintu masuk. sebelum ni parking kat hujung alam. nk kuar pun mls nk jalan. tp at least dpt la bereksesais skit. tetiba je rs mcm x best tempat baru ni. dekat sgt. huhu. sgt x bersyukur kn. bila dh dekat ni, mula la kaki pjg je nk kuar. sebelum ni, 3 mgu bertapa kat opis. at least bila mls kuar time lunch, bole la diet. heheheh
p/s: td opis lama ade call. ckp nk buat mkn2. ala, x nak la. sedeh la kalo buat farewell party ni. rs mcm sgt dihargai je. tp aku rs mcm blom kasi my very best kat tempat lama. huhu. ms diorg call tu, bos pn ade, dia pun siap ckp lg. n tetiba je mata bergenang n nk cpt2 je letak phone. n amazing nye, i cried. uissshh uisshh.. mengada betul.
waa... menakutkan. hari ni dpt cite ade bos dr my old dept nak dtg sini n will be my immediate boss. huwaaa... x penah bekerja dgn dia sblm ni, tp byk dgr citer pasal dia. rs gabra je...
mungkinkh aku boleh survive? nk survive dgn bhg ni pun satu hal. pastu nk survive dgn bos baru lak? n mungkinkah ini satu hikmah? blessing in disguise.
lorr... rupanye hp tu dia nk manja2 la. kene off pastu on semula. n taadaaaa... kembali sehat. (tp sebenarnya mest ade yg x kena kn)
bagus la servis kat pusat servis nokia @ sunway. cepat n sgt membantu. the officer pn sgt melayan. tq ye. lps 9 bulan gune n97, tetiba ade application x leh bukak. cth ; camera, photos n lagu. rupa2nya sbb software dh outdated. padahal bole je buat sdiri, tp mls la. hahahah. n yg x bestnye sbb terlupe buat backup, hbs semua isi2 kalendar. sedeh2. n hilang la segala mcm miting, birthdate, special date, etc etc. (tp my fren ckp bagus gak ilang, sbb kenangan event yg x best pn akn ilang skali. tp still igt. just x igt date je. huhu). bukti phone dh ok, dh dpt amik n browse gmbr, n dh dapt share lagu. yeahh..
itu cite hr sabtu. hari ahad g ikea. beli brg utk nk hias skit opis nih. erm... dh la aku x suke menghias. errm... n akhirnya terlerai jugak teringin nk mkn meatball ikea yg femes tu n kek daim. meatball tu bg aku biasa2 je. tp fries n sauce nye sedap. tp Q setengah jam br dpt makanan. dh la lapo + pening kepala. isk isk.
meatball
kek daim yg dh leper. take away. kene bungkus dgn tisu. huhu
p/s: pening kepala sbb naik kete dok kt seat belakang ke? isk2 mcm mana nk jd bos n ade driver sdiri nih? huuhu. perut masuk angin kot... p/s2: i*kea - kalo ye pun nk sokong no plastic bag day, at least utk makanan kasi la paper bag ke ape ke. isk isk. peringatan utk diri sdiri, kalo nk tapau, bw tupperware sdiri;)
apa kene la dgn hp aku nih. sabtu lps dh g servis centre nokia. dh sihat walafiat dh. dh tip top dh. siap dgr2 lagu, amik2 gmbr yg best2. tup2 hari ni nk transfer gmbr, dia x nak detect lak. pehal lak ni. isk isk.
dah la org nk cite psl meatball ikea n kek daim ni.. potong stim betul la...